When I received the invitation from the universe to do this work , I was told that I need to give myself 100% that I can’t do this with half feet here and half feet there .
The universe asked me to leave everything behind … if you ask me if I had to sacrifice something ? I will tell you , NO , I did not sacrifice anything . I was just ready for understand was detachment is about .
When the universe , the spirits , my guides, the source what ever name you want to put it told me I am on mission where faith and trust will be my companions , if drop them I will drop myself – and believe me in these three years certainly I had dropped my companions more than once but never for so long- . I had have days when I did not have to buy a piece of bread here in Europe but I had never being leave alone . I had have always someone to give me a hand or two and my gratefulness for these people is infinite therefore am not longer dropping my companions, I know the universe is taking care because I am following the instructions.
You see me here and there but believe me to travel so often Can be exhausted . As some of you know one part of my mission is to bring what was share with me where people wants it. This mean that I say – hello here I am and I am doing this ! -The universe had not teach me how to send dates of my retreats via dreams yet ! But he universe gave me Facebook ! And trough Facebook I had manage to get in touch with amazing people . Internet is very similar with the spiritual work , ones can log in , connect and surf !
I see everything we have as tools and these tools will be good or bad depending of the use we give it . Even the spiritual work can be corrupted if your intentions aré not The right ones and in order to accomplish this mission I need to give myself totally if I would have another job I hardly believe I will be able to travel , absolutely I believe I will fired very fast because what is my number one priority is the ceremonies and the people that trust this work and this humble server of the universe.
In the beginning we did not have so many ceremonies but apparently we are doing something good so lately we are full work ! we travel every weekend to a different place but our work and specially mine is not only in the weekends . From Monday to Thursday I dedicate myself to answer different kind of messages , questions , interpretations, I give support, take care of my family…
I am happy to see that I offer some kind of comfort in some of you . I know what is to feel lost and alone I did felt like that for many many years but not anymore . I had experienced many things in my short 30 years and I know that love is all what we need . That we need to eradicate ignorance , suffering and pain , that is time to remember . Once we remember , once we find ourselves a light inside turns in that nothing and nobody can never turn off . And your life will continue having ups and downs but you will not longer suffer , you will just flow and take the lessons and move on.
The countries I visited I never pointed myself the universe has conspired and put me and the people helping to come to their countries in touch sometimes in very weird ways but life is weird itself. My secret is to live according of the cycle of giving and receiving ,love and gratitude . The people that invites me to their countries is people that for different reasons cannot travel to the Amazon or other parts to have the meeting with our sacred mother or simple cannot afford it so I ask for find a place for do the weekend retreats and then we send the message here on Facebook and then the universe take care of the rest . After the people has received the message I enter again, because then somebody needs to send practical information. I do interviews to every participant via Skype so we both feel comfortable before hand for our spiritual journey because the spiritual journey is sacred , you become naked to be able to see inside of you , for find your truth , your answers . Becoming transparent is how we start seeing and finding what we need .
This year we are traveling more thanever . We are blessed we have friends that all the time we need they give us a hand . At the same time ceremonies , interviews , advertising , emails , messages are happening . I am also writing articles . Articles for my group Ayahuasca and shamanism and my personal stuff here in my Facebook .
So Yes this work , is a full time job!!!
Don’t think is easy . Every weekend every ceremony is like going to a war blind , you never know what and how will goes . And that’s is also beautiful because if we will already know what will happen will be very bore . Of course I always had the feeling of how the weekend will be , but from the feelings to the action there is a difference . I am great full for this experience . And my apologies when I am late with answering you . Probably I am killing some demons or on the road to our next destination . Right now I am aiRport again! If you want to know when I rest . Well is when I am traveling . I sleep when I can . I listen my body . Maybe one day you see me sleeping in an bus or an airplane please don’t wake me up bring me a pillow and I will love you for ever !
-Love and gratitude –